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March 22, 2019

The third piece in this work is about the very LOUD silence of eating disorders. 

I have always found myself being too much. Even as a child I was too much. I wanted too much. I felt too much. I needed too much. Everything was so intense. 

In the early stages of my disor...

March 21, 2019

This is not a a frequent occurrence for me. My anxiety fuels my work. It is so normal and so common place in my life that I crave it. I am convinced that if it weren't for my chronic anxiety that my life would fall apart. It is the only thing holding it all together. I...

March 20, 2019

Anxiety plagues a startling number of people. It was a word which was rarely used even just 10 years ago. It certainly wasn't used as frequently when my issues with food first arose nearly 15 years ago.  I think sometimes these days it is used a little too frequently,...

March 19, 2019


I think a common thing people ask someone who suffered from or is currently in the throes of an eating disorder is WHY. That seems to be the big question.

Unless you’re there, unless you have experienced it it can be unimaginably difficult to wrap your head around it....

March 18, 2019

If you have read my previous post(s), you've read about how I have chronic anxiety, am perfectionistic, and *brace yaself* have struggled with an eating disorder for 15 years.  I highly recommend reading the previous post which explains things a bit more clearly if you...

March 5, 2019

This  blog series is an accompaniment to the performance of #No.Filter: an exercise in vulnerability for clarinet, electronics, and film which will premier original works at Resonance Cafe, March 25 at 9pm.

I've been falling behind on these blog posts.  It's hard t...

February 28, 2019

This  blog series is an accompaniment to the performance of #No.Filter: an exercise in vulnerability for clarinet, electronics, and film which will premier original works at Resonance Cafe, March 25 at 9pm.

The last post I made was about my chronic anxiety (wh...

February 25, 2019

This  blog series is an accompaniment to the performance of #No.Filter: an exercise in vulnerability for clarinet, electronics, and film which will premier original works at Resonance Cafe, March 25 at 9pm.

I often feel that I'm a bit slow on the uptake. I don't al...

February 24, 2019

This  blog series is an accompaniment to the performance of #No.Filter: an exercise in vulnerability for clarinet, electronics, and film which will premier original works at Resonance Cafe, March 25 at 9pm.

I think that over the years I have come to make assoc...

February 22, 2019

This  blog series is an accompaniment to the performance of #No.Filter: an exercise in vulnerability for clarinet, electronics, and film which will premier original works at Resonance Cafe, March 25 at 9pm. 

Vulnerability. 

It's a weird thing. 

I don't have it,...

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